Thoughts

2008-11-17T10:10:56Z

I see my husband and I having kids in the next 5 years and yes I’m satisfied with that outcome. I’ve waited for so long and am ready. I also see us traveling to do mission work and of course that makes me happy. If you had asked me if this is what I saw 5 years ago I probably wouldn’t have been so sure. I do know God has taken control of our wheel and we are not fighting each other any more but working together for these 2 things to happen. The only cons I can see is life is only going to get harder, which I’m as prepared as ever. I know what is at stake and I’m willing to take the challenge. One alternative direction would be to push my photography to the point that we could not have the freedom to leave this area. Which wouldn’t be a bad thing and it will probably happen as well but I really want to travel more than push a career. Not sure if others would approve, but I’m willing to do what God wants me to do more so than people. I do want to be successful at my photography but I don’t want to do it the conventional way, they way everyone else would do it. Well anyways...I’m will go in what ever direction needed to further the kingdom. And who know all 3 paths could be one and I just don’t know it yet. Some day I’ll look back and see what I thought was 3 different ways become one and some how fit perfectly in a way I couldn’t have ever imagined or even a new path that I’ve never thought of.

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